It's time for a change.

Never would I have thought that I'd come back to this blog. 

Sounds like a really pessimistic comment, huh? It's true, though. I've read other people's blogs and it just seems really fantastic that they can fully express themselves through the medium of words. I'd like to do that too. 

I may act like a teenager at times (well, most of the time) but now I'm having those sort of moments where I grow up (mentally) and try to make out what 'life' is. I'm trying to delve into something that is awfully complicated, as simple as it looks.

So now, I play all honest feelings on the table. Not all, maybe. Some things are meant to be kept private shush shush. 

Anyways, I'll be re-decorating this blog, turning the contents over and tumbling them all up into something that mirrors me - something that I am now. Looking back at myself in the past, it's just really humiliating. I was stupid, pure and idiotic. The world turns with me in the centre and all that.

Time to grow up a little I guess. 

Now, to put feelings onto the table ahem ahem.

Onto the next post if you want to read them then.

And also a side note: I won't be updating this blog frequently. It's like a place where I find solace in myself by typing all my emotions and jumbled up feelings in words. I feel better already, I think. I hope so.