Want to say I miss you, so so much.

I'm feeling envious. *sighs*

Envious of what you have,

envious of what I never owned.

I'm tired of the tummy-ties;

I'm sick of all the fakeness.

I wanna breathe, again, like I always do.

If only time would stop and turn back;

but unfortunately it can't .

And I only wanted to make you happy .